Ficticious Calamities

suddenly shakin' on the inside
it's hard to slow it down
crazy quivering
I can feel it
Charging at my everything.
It's real.
The cause is not.
Ficticious calamities...that's all they are.
Subsiding under the weight of your wings...
Subsiding under the weight of Your wings.

not much of anything..."y'all"

I think I haven't written in awhile due to the fact that I can't even come close to knowing where to begin. There is so much to say, and so much to not say all at the same time. I don't think an internet blog is the place to put all your emotions, or heart necessarily -- some of that is kept for myself...and one or two others who I am able to pour my heart out to, and be honest and real with. So yea, guess that's a lot of the reason I haven't made a real post lately.

Break is over - it's back to the real world grind now. it was nice to have some time off, that's for sure. I kinda wish it didn't have to end just yet....

I wish I was really great with words like my friend Bri. But, words aren't coming to me right now, and I have nothing profound to say, so I'm gonna close. Hope y'all are doing well (and when I say "y'all" I mean anyone who ever reads this...which I'm pretty sure is no one, but I use the term anyway because I'm a southerner).

Peace.

a beggar

I wish.


I need.


please....

Goodmorning.

Thismorning I gained a renewed appreciation for the following things that have gotten lost this summer:

-having time to enjoy your breakfast on the porch - man, that makes a morning 10 times better

-the fall season. it was actually "crisp" (i love that word) outside thismorning, and felt absolutely wonderful - bring on the season change.

-being able to enjoy and appreciate the outside --- i need to go camping, and hangout in the woods...soon.

-being able to sit and relax (in my sweatpants) and read and have nothing imminent weighing on my mind or rushing me.